No, this is not what i should be doing. If I were to actually give a fuck about what I should be doing, I wouldn't be sitting in this coffee shop when i should be at work. I would instead be contributing to society, the government, my wallet, etc. by participating in the daily grind. Not today. Today is for coffee, cigarettes, sketchbook, pondering the point of my role in things.
I don't really care about the World Cup. I mean, its kinda cool that Landon Donovan feels more " in the zone " this time but thats just because i wanna be " in the zone." Whatever the hell that feels like.
I should be mowing the lawn. Its hot, and since when did i start paying attention to all those commercials telling me to care about the lushness of my lawn?
What i should be doing is figuring out a way to exist in this world without feeling inadequate; feeling unsatisfied; feeling expressionless.
greetings adam, i think you said it perfectly. Not many people know what to do but its agreed that there is some better gaol or activity.
ReplyDeleteBesides tall grass being useful for hiding bodies, many critters thrive in it. Only lawn chemical companies and the petrol stations like you to cut your grass alot and make it a pretty "healthy" green.
On that note, I hope your doing well healthwise :)
thanks, john-and indeed i am doing well healthwise. Hope all is equally well, at least as well as can be expected, on your side of things.
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